Massage Tales, Thoughts on the profession

Under My Hands

Towards the end of her massage, I laid my hands on both of her cheeks, intending to release some of the tension in her jaw.  I saw her face tighten, then relax as she started to cry.  Her tears traveled down her cheeks and under my hands.  I asked her if she wanted a tissue.  In response, she covered my hands with her hands.

“No,” she said. “Just keep holding on to me.”

So I did.  I held her head between my hands while tears fell down her face, under my hands and to the table.  I took long, slow, deep breaths and watched as she slowly started to do the same.  I felt the tension in her jaw release as she smiled a little bit.

“I could just feel my mother here,”  she said.  “She wants to tell you ‘Thank you for fixing my daughter.'”

What I wanted to say, but didn’t:  How could I possibly fix something so complete, so whole and so grandly human?

After she left, I took a moment to appreciate the gift she gave me — that she would let me touch her tears with my bare hands.  May we always be worthy of such trust.

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